The Things I miss

I miss you
your Smell
your Stupid Hair in my face
climbing trees
pants that didn't fall down
reading
laughing, like really laughing
forgetting
squeezing into my little bed
eating chocolate
grandma's cooking
not worrying
not taking meds
not counting everything
not needing help
feeling loved
feeling smart
homework
going to class
coffee all the time
real chai tea
candy canes
apple crisp
hot tubs
swimming every day
cottage
little sisters being little
cats being kittens
scratches from kittens
getting drunk bi-weekly
lots of people
not thinking
drugs
touching better dreads
sweating